Two Things

Okay -
So there are two things at the top of my list that I'm hating on right now. Being poor and being fat..
They have been there for long enough and it's time to do something about it.

So this week I told myself.. self.. this is it. It's going to take motivation, strength, and a lot more you dont have right now to get through this.

Each day will be a new struggle and we will make the best decision we can in the moment to get us past this. If I slip i will not get upset or give up. I'll simply start again until we are past this.

It will be a long long road but I'll be happy to start and see how things change along the way.

Hypocrite Tax...

Is happy that he doesn't have a tax payment due this month but is sad to learn its $200.00 more then what he expected it to be.. UGH!!

Why do I pay them again, is it for the schools that the kids I'm not allowed to adopt go to or maybe the play grounds? Or maybe it's for the war to fight for my country's freedom that I'm not allowed to fight in along with other men and women cause I choose to speak up for who I am. Or maybe they go to pay to the county clerk that wouldn't allow me to apply for a marriage license or better the elected officer whom is meant to help protect my rights but instead chooses to help pass laws that discriminate against basic human rights.

Don't get me wrong, I'm proud to live in a country where I can be openly gay and have a page to voice my opinion about how shitty it is the way some things are done around here. I'm glad I have that right, I just wish I had the rest of them too.